BRIAN'S ROOM...PG 1    This was an essay
written by 17-year old Brian Moore for his senior English Class.
Brian passed away in 1997 due to a tragic accident.  His parents
had this essay framed and it has a place of honor among their
family photo gallery!    It's also made it's way around the globe
several times via the Internet.     By request, I took on the project
of turning it into a "rhyme" so it could take a permanent place
here on our Beloved Front Porch!    Way to go Brian !!!!!!!
BRIAN’S ROOM

One restless  night as I lay in bed
Between wakefulness and sleep
I suddenly found myself in a room
Where the silence was full and quite deep
The room was almost totally empty
Except that one entire wall
Was filled from the floor to the ceiling
With endless file drawers steep and tall!

It was like the old library system
Where book titles and all categories?
Were recorded on thousands of little white cards
Each telling it’s own separate story
I saw one that was labeled “GIRLS I HAVE LIKED”
And I felt my knees growing weak
For I recognized the names on all of the cards!
So surprised that I could not speak!

I began opening drawers quite at random
Some brought joy…still others regret
For each card brought memories back from my life
Even some of those I’d rather forget!
Some drawer labels made me quite happy
Like the one titled “FRIENDS I HAVE MADE”
While others shamed me clear down to my soul
Like “FRIENDS THAT I HAVE BETRAYED”

The drawers ran the gamut from good to the bad
All in letters clear, black and bold
From “BOOKS I HAVE READ” to “COMFORT I’VE GIVEN”
Right down to “LIES I HAVE TOLD”
One entitled “TV SHOWS I HAVE WATCHED”
Was crammed full, overpacked;  quite congested
It was hard to believe in just 17 years
How much wasted time I’d invested!!

Then my eyes landed on a drawer
That read simply “LUSTFUL THOUGHTS”
I shuddered as I scanned a few of the cards
Knowing this wasn’t what I had been taught!
I felt the shame rising up to my cheeks in a rush
“No one must ever see this room
“No one can read what’s written on these cards!”
I felt a growing sense of terror and doom!

I jerked one drawer out in a panic
It’s size was no longer what mattered
I began to smash it down onto the floor
I wouldn’t rest till it was totally shattered!
But somehow the drawer remained completely intact
Could this be happening?  Could it be for real?
I pulled out a card so I could rip it to shreds
But in my hands it was harder than steel!!

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