THE MESSAGE...PG 2

The rest was all a terrible blur
Except 2:09…when his life had ended
They’d had no chance to say goodbye
It felt like time had been suspended!!
The days that followed were lost in grief
Their families handled it all
The arrangements, the wake, the funeral
As she sat feeling numb and small…

She’d tried so hard not to cry
When explaining to their small son
That his Daddy would not be coming home
That his time with them was done
But 4 years old is much too young
To grasp the finality of death
He looked at her with his Daddy’s eyes
And she could hardly catch her breath

Every night as she lay alone in bed
She raged at God inside
How could He have taken her husband away?
It was God’s fault he had died!!
The deep faith she’d had all her life
Was jarred from it’s foundation
As pain and loss filled up her soul
She floundered in desperation!

Her pastor, friends and parents tried
So many times to explain
Her husband waited for her in Heaven
But their efforts were all in vain
Her life took on a dull gray hue
All her joy had been erased
Without his love beside her
A deep bitterness took its place

Even with her little son
She was not the mother he remembered
The love and warmth had disappeared
That day in late September
He’d put his chubby arms around her
Begging, “Mama, Grandpa says you shouldn’t cry!
Daddy’s in Heaven with angels now
And he’s learning how to fly!”

But for her there was no comfort
“Heaven” was just a hollow word
That echoed in her empty heart
Like everything else she heard
She would have loved to just believe
That he was up there looking down
Watching over them and waiting
But she answered him with a frown:

“Well Grandpa shouldn’t fill your head
With nonsense and fairy tales
Daddy’s gone and we’re alone!”
Her son’s face grew still and pale
After that his disposition changed
He was like a child made of wood
The happy, vibrant little boy
Was seemingly gone for good!

Christmas came and went that year
With no celebration in their home
They shut out friends and family
Spending the holidays alone
Months went by and nothing changed
They stayed trapped within their grief
With summer, she thought, “He’ll soon be 5!”
Shook her head in disbelief!

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