THE MIRROR


Leaning heavily on her cane
She hobbled to her room
She felt the old age creeping in
With a growing sense of doom
And also she felt bitterness
That she was here alone
Too old and ill to get around
Trapped inside her home
She crossed over to the dresser
Gently touched the ancient wood
Wondered where the years had gone
Life used to be so good...
Angry tears ran down her cheeks
As the mirror caught her eye
She stared at her reflection
Wondered how it felt to die
As she stared,  the mirror clouded
And then began to clear
Staring out at her she saw
A child of seven years!!
Two long braids of auburn hair
Fell half-way to her waist
Dressed in the style of long ago
She scampered off in haste!
The woman blinked in disbelief
Leaning forward on the shelf
Wondered if she'd lost her mind
For the child had been herself!
The way she must have once appeared
Over 80 years ago
The mirror clouded up again
And then it cleared to show
A young girl in her twenties
Clad in a bridal gown
With a handsome man beside her
Again,  there was no sound
And the woman at the dresser
Sat and cried long held-in tears
The bride was none other than herself
As she had not looked in years
Then the wedding faded too
The mirror turned once more to gray
The woman waited motionless
She could not move away
The next scene was a touching one
A mother with her child
The old woman watched and felt again
A love both fierce and mild
And as the mother in the mirror
Rocked to hush her baby's cry
The oid woman's lips moved silently
In an age-old lullaby

"This must be a dream," she thought
"For I know that mother's me"
She tried to take in all the details
As her old eyes strained to see
And then in quick succession
She watched her life pass by
Saw her children grow and leave
Her husband once more die
And when the mirror cleared a final
time
The reflection was her own
She felt old and sickly still
But somehow, not alone
All the memories she had seen
Before her in the glass
Seemed to fill the room with love
And good feelings from the past
Her bitterness had disappeared
As if it were never there
And all of her self-pity
Had vanished in thin air
She'd had her share of happiness
She'd been a good man's wife
She'd had four children who would be
A testimony to her life
Her face took on a happy glow
That came from deep inside
And rocking there before her mirror
At peace,  the woman died.

Dusty Richardson c 1998
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