THE RADIO  PAGE 1
THE RADIO

The woman wandered aimlessly
All through the silent house
Tears trickling down unnoticed
As she clutched a stuffed blue mouse...
At an upstairs bedroom doorway,
She paused to glance inside
Timmy's toys and all his things
Brought fresh pain she couldn't hide

He'd been gone almost a year
Everybody said, "Move on!"
But her life was stuck in neutral
Her grief was still too strong...
"You must believe" the pastor said
"Your little boy's in Heaven!"
But in her soul she raged at God
"My Timmy was only 7!!"

"You had no right to take him, Lord...
Now he's without me...all alone!
What kind of God would do that?
Is Your heart made out of stone?"
Her husband did not understand
Just kept saying, "Please don't cry!"
Friends and family all shook their heads
As they turned away and sighed.

No one knew about the emptiness
That filled her soul each day
Despair that just grew deeper
And could not be chased away
So she'd made her decision
Found the answer deep within
Her little boy'd been dead a year
And her place was with him!

She worked till the house was spotless
There on the table was a note...
"I have to go...for Timmy needs me
I love you all" she wrote
Still hugging Timmy's old blue mouse
She slowly locked the door
Crossed the garage to the waiting car
Very soon she'd hurt no more

She'd already placed the hose
From the exhaust into the rear
Then taped the opening tightly shut
The instructions had been clear...
All she had to do was start the car
And let the engine run
She'd fall asleep and when she woke
She'd be with her little son

She climbed into the driver's seat
Propped Timmy's photo on the dash
Hugged the blue mouse to her chest
And closed her eyes at last...
Then all at once,  from far away
Over the engine's rumbling noise
She heard a child's voice cry "Mommy!"
It sounded just like her little boy!
Sitting up, she listened hard
It came again...but closer now!
"Mommy!  Listen to me PLEASE!
Turn the car off NOW!"
Then she realized it was the radio!
Amid the noisy buzz and static
Somehow Timmy's voice was coming through
She fought terror first...then panic!

She yanked the keys from the ignition
Trying to slow her heartbeat down
The car was off...the radio now
Could not emit a sound!
But through the speakers in the door
The static could still be heard!
She fiddled with the tuner knob
Now trying to make out the words!

Could it really be her little boy?
"Timmy....is that you?
Mommy's coming, sweetheart!
We'll be together soon...it's true!"
"No Mommy....you have to listen!"
Timmy's voice now loud and strong
"Jesus says you cannot do this
He says to tell you that it's wrong!"


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