THE RADIO PAGE 2
But the woman shook her head in anger
"It doesn't matter what He said....
He took you away from me...
It's because of Him you're dead!"
"But Mommy......I'm in Heaven now
And it's SO beautiful here....
Jesus took away all the hurt
I haven't cried a single tear!"

The woman bowed her head and wept
As she remembered how the pain
Had made her small son suffer so
And scream under the strain.
Full of doubt, she said, "But Timmy...
Do you really like it there?
"Oh Mommy, yes!!  It's wonderful
There's sunshine everywhere!"

The woman sat there motionless
Staring at the radio  in her car
Could that really be Timmy's voice
From a place up there so far?
He sounded so very happy
Was it just her imagination?
She wanted so much to believe
In a heavenly radio station!

Then as she reached to touch the dial
She heard yet another voice...
This time a man spoke gently:
"Now you must make your choice...
Your little boy is safe and sound
All his suffering's in the past...
Can you trust Me to take care of Him
And let him go at last?

What Timmy said is very true...
You are a wonderful mother
I know how much you miss your son
And how much you love each other!
But your work here's not finished...
Can't you feel it?  Search your heart...
Down deep inside a mother's soul
Where every miracle starts?"

The woman smiled then through her tears
As she hugged the soft blue mouse
Then wiped her eyes, retraced her steps
Back to the waiting house...
Crossing quickly to the table
She snatched up the waiting note...
No one else must ever seee
The awful thing she wrote...

"I know grief brings hallucinations, Lord"
She whispered, "But let it somehow be
true...
And not just wishful thinking
That Timmy is safe up there with You!"
Then as she smoothed the note out gently
She felt her skin begin to crawl...
As she focused on the letters there
Now printed in a childish scrawl!
DEAR MOMMY...PLEASE REMEMBER
THAT I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW...
HOW MUCH YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME
CAUSE JESUS TOLD ME SO...
PLEASE DON'T BE SAD ANYMORE
I'M SO HAPPY AND I'M FREE
GIVE MY NEW BROTHER ALL THE LOVE
THAT YOU ONCE GAVE TO ME!

She held the note with shaking hands
Tears streaming down her face
Thanking God for both the child He took
And the one growing  in his place...
She never told a single soul
What she'd almost done that day...
Or about the heavenly radio station
That had miraculously come her way...

She did indeed give birth again
To another bouncing baby boy...
And in his first cry she heard the echo
Of Timmy clapping his hands with joy!

Dusty Richardson 1/2001

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